What I can't have...

I empty my pocket space
to fill your heart in
I tried and i tried but still
u wont fit in

There's a wide empty space
in the void that i make
but still silently fail

Till the breaking day

i will find my way..
To break free.....
To run from this misery..
I create my mistakes...

I walk alone into the night
The remembrance of u makes me smile
This love isn't right I know why
i realize..u are what i cant have


#this poem i wrote when i get involve in this complicated love story..
it's tough to get through the days until now..
i can't live for a day without thinking about her..
but i loved it..

The first stanza is about how i empty a part of my heart which i have closed for another love.
I tried to make her love me,want me,care about me but still,she just could not accept me..

The 2nd stanza is about what is left in my heart for her to pour her love in but she failed

The 3rd stanza is about how regretful i am to get tangled in the mess that i create myself just to show her how much i loved her,and i need time to fix me..

4th stanza tells how i finally realize that she is not for me..only the memory of her,makes me stronger..

#ehehe..tacing